Working Title.....

Creating a blog in which I had anticipated to fill in everyday didn't quite go as one had expected - case in point me writing something months later. Today, you might wonder why have I taken to my laptop and typing away again, well to those wondering,mainly people in my head that I think actually read my blogs, well its because I'm bored and sick with the flu. And like they say an idle mind is the Devil's workshop well in my case he actually compelled me to type something down.

Hmmmm! where do I begin? Well, in the last two months or so I have realized that my mental capacity to fathom the concepts of right/wrong; good/bad; forgive/forget;live and be merry had reached its maturation or in my case way past its deadline. I woke up one day realizing that all the crappy situations that one encounters as a young adult is just part of the learning curve. There's no manual or training wheels for us to be guided with. The wheels came off the minute puberty sets in and we as human beings wake up to the countless sensations and expectations we yearn in life and what life wants in return from us. Nothing in life is just a take situation, hence, came the "give and take" system where man must give in return to receive, and in my past situations I have been a product of such a system. I'll admit it wasn't an easy feat and with each taking frustration showed it's ugly head. Yet, here I am writing this all now. Exposing it to maybe those of you who would take the time to read at my delirious wordings of a life that may I add to the rest of us is a "work in progress".

So, dear reader, better yet, note to self- in life everything is a working title. A cinematic frame where one does get to edit some scenes or cut them out. A movie where there is no final "definite" ending, one can turn the plot a bit. And like the Bard himself said it," The world is a stage" and we are the actors playing in it....or something like that. So smile, cry, be a bipolar freak with separation anxiety or the queen of a "social" ball...end of the day...non of it matters....because you control your fate... i.e., like you, I, also control the end credits to my movie.