I woke up with this feeling today that the sky was becoming clearer. I lived so much in my haze of thought that I failed to see what was there in front of me atleast what could have been in front of me. I sometimes stumble so much in the past that my present and future seem so bleak that one could say I don't see anything. Ever felt like the world is constantly pounding it's weight on your shoulders- I do...everyday for the last 5 years of my life. I think I have forgotten what it's like to feel especially with people. I have this numbness to human contact that even a slight bit of it I manage to screw it up. God knows i have! I no longer seem to be in their keel everything is shifted and my path way off then the rest.
Yet I woke up! Like a weight has been lifted and the sun seems to shine in my world despite the gloom. I guess i finally realized I had no longer to hang on to stuff (people) I had moved on an dso have they. I guess sometimes when you are down and out and least bit in the right frame of mind- clarity sets in and all that suck some point of time now seemed like a rite of passage.
I finally found clarity!
Yet I woke up! Like a weight has been lifted and the sun seems to shine in my world despite the gloom. I guess i finally realized I had no longer to hang on to stuff (people) I had moved on an dso have they. I guess sometimes when you are down and out and least bit in the right frame of mind- clarity sets in and all that suck some point of time now seemed like a rite of passage.
I finally found clarity!
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